Macy’s day parade/ looking for a new hope.

I’m going to start this post by writing the lyrics to green day’s song “Macy’s day parade” okay.. here goes…:

” Today’s the Macy’s day parade.
the night of the living dead is on its way,
with a credit report for duty call.
its a life time gaurantee,
stuffed in a coffin “10% more free”
Red light special at the mausoleum.

Give me something that i need,
satisfaction gauranteed for you.
whats the consolation prize?
econemoy sized dreams of hope

when i was a kid i thought,
i wanted all the things that i haven’t got
oh, i learned the hardest way
then i realized just what it took,
to tell the difference between thieves and crooks.
when all along it was me and you.

Give me something that i need,
satisfaction gauranteed,
whats the consolation prize?
economy sized dreams of hope.

Whats the consolation prize?
economy sized dreams of hope.
give me something that i need.
satisfaction gaurateed
’cause im thinking ’bout a brand new hope,
the one i never known
and where it goes
and im thinking about the only road
the one i never known

Cause im thinking about a brand new hope
the one i never known,
and know i know
its all that i wanted.”

   This song means so much to me because I feel like I have found exactly what I wanted, but its too late.  I’ve been in something else too long to turn in that direction.  Everythings so fucked up.  I’m more confused now then i thought was even possible. I’m sick of the same old shit,  but I’m stuck with it.  No convienent way out for me.  I hate looking at people and they think they have it so hard, when I despratly wish i had it as easy as they do.  People take what they have so for granted.  But then again. maybe thats what I’m doing.  Maybe I’m just another one of those whiney bitches i hate so much.  Maybe I’m just a big hypocryt.  Probably. I’m sure you’re tired of my whining by now. Guess I’ll leave you alone. Bye

Nibojener